i Dont understand where i went wrong with my lies. and i waner how long i could have gone without getting caught. but on the other hand, where would i be if they hadnt caught me in the act? probubly drinking at another party, in the back, waiting for him to lead me into the dark rooms once more, just like he did a month ago, then again two weeks ago. why? why did you ever think you had to get me drunk in the first place? don't you know i would do anything for you, anything to stand by you for a second?

well the second time, i came to you, simply because you asked, and all i wanted in th world was to say goodbye to you forever. you know, i even had a speech prepared for you when i walked into you house on saterday morning. i wass goning to tell you that this wasnt who i was, but when your little sister answered the door, and led me back to your room, all thoughts but seeing your eyes were forever lost. . well.... after i was used again, you completly ignored me. I layed there tryig to get your attention by cting like a little girl, but then, i realized i ws unwanted to you, all i was was another nummber, another pretty girl. when i finally desided to leave, you gave me kiss, and a twenty minute hug, because i refused to let go of you, i knew it would be the last time i (hopfully) saw you. i left crying, and i waited outside of your house just to see if you cared enough to fallow me. but u probubly never even looked back.

its hard to exept that i've given all i have to you, and you've kept it without anything in return but suduceing words. I've gotta forget you, i have to let go of this, or i'll lose it.

goodbye Maximillian Drake Pacholski, i will eventually forget your face, your words, and your actions.

i hope you will learn you hurt me.

i hope that if you ever see me you will ignore me.

i hope you face fades faster than this pain.

i really did hope i meant something to you, but you've shot down that dream.

''I've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control.'' -all time low

- I honestly don't have the anwer to nummber one, but i promise never to try to find you when you come back next time, i promise to stay away, and not call, so this dosnt happen for the third time.

-where do we go? that's another hard one. you right and I'll go left, but please promise not to look back, becuase that's what i want you to do, an I'll be waiting for the slightest hesitation in your steps, just because i still dayream about being with you.

- (i know that one) you got us in this mess. you asked. you took advantage. you made promises that i know know you could never keep. you took my pride. my life. my trust. but i never rejected it, so i can't only blame you.

- because your a whore.

- ( i kow tht one too) you lied becuase it made you feel better about you horrible life admit it, u knew what power you allready held over me, and used it to YOUR advantage.

- i believed you because i wanted  it all to be soooo verry true, but i know that it can't, so0o0 i also blame you for my shaddered drams as well.

Goodbye, i love you, but give me about a year to get over you, because, i know you dont remember, but the first time i lied eyes on you was in febuary, and the first time you actually found intrest in me was when i was vunerable.

goodbye, i love you, i hate you, i adore you, i despise you, i hope you die, i want you here. im so confused, and i blame you

I DONT LIKE IT WHEN IT RAINS BECAUSE IT DOSNT SMELL LIKE AMERICAN RAIN, IY SMELLS LIKE MEXICAN RAIN.... I JUST DONT GET WHY